Maamu, this shawl still has your smell, and when I wrap it around me, I feel a piece of you with me, It’s like you’re holding me close. When the world feels quiet and heavy, I cling to it, searching for you in its folds.
You are my only god I pray to ❤️Mero bhagwan, mero maamu, I miss you dherai. Give me all the strength 😢 They said, it gets better with time but I feel like it gets worse. I want to hear your voice again, hug you again, sleep on your lap again but the fact that I cant do it anymore hurts even more. I hope you are doing fine up there maamu. I know you are watching us all the time. I know you are always here with us spritually. 💔
It was our 5th wedding anniversary, we didn’t want any celebration this year. So, he took me to a place where where snowflakes fell softly like blessings from my mom in heaven. Flowers, snowfall, love- It was simple, yet it felt like everything I ever needed 🤍 #upaharaashima
This video is my everything—Maamu and Buwa, together in her final days, living the moments I now hold onto so tightly. Watching her dance, pray, and smile shatters me, because it feels like she’s still here, yet I know she’s not. These precious memories are all I have left of her warmth, her laughter, her light. The pain of her absence is unbearable. Maamu, I miss you so deeply it hurts. Life feels empty without you, and some days, it’s hard to believe you’re really gone.