It’s the time of the year where I would post about how much I miss and love you because it’s been another year without you. But, there’s some things I want to get off my chest in hopes that somewhere you are reading this right now. Not a day goes by where I don’t think about you, or think about what you could have been. It’s difficult feeling both sad and angry about something so far out of my control. I feel angry that it can’t be different, I feel angry that I can’t change the outcome, I feel angry that I don’t get to continue to know you, and most importantly I’m always angry that you’re gone. Not angry with you, but with the world. I also feel sadness, rightfully so. But sadness because I know how much you had to offer to the world, how funny and loving you were, the things you could have accomplished, and the role you would play in our family. No matter how much time passes, or how many tears I shed just by thinking about you, nothing brings you back. I am posting this a day early because it’s a Sunday, and truthfully, I find peace in knowing that you’re with God, and happy. That’s all anyone ever wanted for you. Even though I was young, and you were young, I will always hold onto the memories I had with you. All the giggles, the sad times, and the good times. Because that’s what I have left of you until I see you again. You are so special to me. I do miss and love you more than anything in this entire world. This is my memorial to you - and a reminder that if you are ever in a time of need, please do not hesitate to reach out. You are worthy of love and a long life 🤍 #suicideprevention #suicideawareness